"I know it'd be a rough road, and it may not work out for me, but if I give up, how will I ever know if I could've made it?", she said to herself. The day had been rough and she was confused. Life hasn't been all sunshine and roses for her. She felt alone and empty from day to day, but she always faked it with a smile. But when would it be enough? What would happen when she couldn't take it anymore? When she simply just gave up. But it was already at that time. She couldn't take anymore of it. She felt so alone and lost. Insecurity and unwanted were a daily thing for her. She was mistreated and hated. So she took the blade and kissed her skin, but she looked at the blade and couldn't bring herself to do so. Something had stopped her from moving the blade sitting there taunting her. A tear had escaped her eye and it fell to where skin met blade and the tear glowed. She felt happiness grow inside her and she saw her future flash before her eyes. She was a beautiful woman, happily married to her best friend with kids running around with their many many dogs. The girl also saw her and her family singing in church. As she looked at her future she could hear 10,000 Reasons being sung and then she herself started to sing. Her voice was of an angel. At the end of the song the future slipped back into the tear and the girl dropped the blade. She brought her knees to her chest and cried. She felt reborn, she felt the hands of God pick her up. She sat up and walked to the bed. She lied down and couldn't help but smile. Smile because life was so wonderful.
Before she falls asleep she prays to God.
(Author's Note: Fictional as far as I know. I just thought of the scene as I wrote)
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